Day 15 : Wave of Light

On this day we light a candle for the children
that has passed on.
in a continuous light
surrounding
us
in
the darkness.

Day 12 : Article

Day 14 : Family

My Family.. some are not shown.
although they are truely loved.
just not enough space..
so thats why its written
<3

Day 13 : Book

Bless those who mourn..<3

I have read this book.

and i suggest it.

<3..

Day 11 : Emotional Triggers.

Day 10: Belief

I am spiritual.

I believe in God.

I believe he is called by many names..

he is an energy of the greater goodness.

he is righteous.

I am sure that 

KristaLeigh 

is sitting at the right side of his feet.

With her 

Brightly Shining Halo

and 

Her Glistening Wings.

and that Brings Me 

PEACE.

I see beneath the shadow of your wings..- Better is one day Kutless

Day 9: Music

this song represents both my daughters

and is written by one of my most Favorite Bands,

He wrote it for his daughter Blue.

My earthly child used to ask for this song by name when she needed comfort.

I used to sing it to her,

I wanted to share it with KristaLeigh.

unfortunately I didn't get the chance.

but when I finally felt able to listen to this song,

I felt her laying on my chest,

I cried hard..

but that feeling,was

 the MOST beautiful feeling

in the world.

to have her love shown to me 

<3 

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Day 8 : Colour

She shows her self through all senses..

Her room is this color

When she shows herself this colour 

Presents itself.

Day 7: Me Now

Strength

Grace

Love

Day 6 : Ritual

This statement gets 

Me through the hard days

Day 5: Memory

I have many beautiful memories of her

From daddies stories..

The inudatedness of joy

She laughed.

She played.

She knew her name 

She knew voices.

Day 4 : Legacy

I had to ask her daddy what he thought her Legacy was.. 

he looked at me and said her Love.

she knew she was loved and wanted.. 

she brought us 

together 

throughout it all.

Her Love will Guide us through!..

<3

Day three : myths

Time heals all wounds,

When you loose a beautiful child 

That wound stays never scars.

So deep. Always open.

Day 2: Identity

Her name was of her picking..she came in a dream and said "please refrain from calling me coraleigh..my name is KristaLeigh." As soon as i verbalized her name with sound. She began to dance and kicking inside me spreading my body with great joy, her daddy suggested geneva And it stuck but we changed the spelling to Geniva , when my grandmother traveled with us up the island every stop we took there wasthis blue   jay. My grandmother always told   Me that she just loved them..so thats how we came with Blue..for Grandma Joan Guilford..

KristaLeigh's was the most lovely energy i had felt for a long time..she was a beautiful mixture of us. She was so amazingly beautiful she had this blond halo that highlighted her face the rest of her hair was dark..

She was Wanted..She is Loved..She was Ours...

Day 1 : sunrise

This was taken october 1st at 715am 

onVancouver island for 

the healing project being held 

by Carly Marie, 

called Capture your grief ..